Boxing Clever’s blog

I'll be off to find another way

2007-05-24T04:35:41Z

Note to self. No more tears. Save them for another time. Seriously. Life will be challenging you soon enough. Store those until said time. Note to self part two: No more hiding. You are amazing, wonderful, talented, funny and a million other ...

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I want to tear down the walls that hold me inside..

2007-03-19T03:30:50Z

So I now I have the lucky seven. As in seven little inklings on my body. The last one is sort of special in a different way. Yes it is obvious and trite in one regards. But with me everything has deeper meaning and all these dualities. The swan ...

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"a gun and a pack of sandwiches..."

2007-02-28T16:21:49Z

"don't make me chase you, even doves have pride...." For the past few days, the rain has been intermittent and icy..with burst of sunshine here and there. The sun is putting up a good fight...to break free, it really is. Perhaps it is a met...

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a girl in need of a tourniquet

2007-02-25T03:22:43Z

my sensible mind and some other competing force are waging an intense battle inside of me. I am pretty helpless to it all. I am forced to lie while it all takes place. A battle where I see no winners and nothing but carnage no matter what. I ju...

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Now I'm underwater and I'm drowning

2007-02-24T04:15:08Z

oh 1992 wtf do I like this song? Yeah I am lame and cheesy. and I need to stay off youtube

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soon found out I was losing my mind

2007-02-23T03:37:18Z

Work, while stressful and busy beyond belief is suddenly the one and almost only thing that makes me happy. I suddenly have developed some super human power to get everything done quicker than I ever have before and right on the heels of one cowor...

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"Sleight of hand and twist of fate.."

2007-02-20T17:09:10Z

From that very first conversation, one that lasted well over three hours, off and on between the fickle nature of cell phones and the damn sound of fireworks exploding in the sky the dice were loaded. All at once my strengths were shattered and...

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I can't operate on this failure when all I want to be is completely in command

2007-02-19T03:58:05Z

I went to visit my grandmother today, to find her table a mess with boxes filled with all sorts of pictures and her adamantly telling me how she needed to get them in books and organized. Lately visiting her is more and more bittersweet as I am ...

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loneliness is such a sad affair

2007-02-18T01:40:47Z

The bay area is quite the curious place. Where else can you have these random nights in the middle of August, whereupon leaving a club/show and go to your car can you see your breath and perhaps ice on your windshield? Or days like today in the m...

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I get by with a little help from my friends

2007-01-25T16:54:26Z

Oh to be in Arizona right now... My friend Katie may be the coolest girl ever. When I want to cry. When I want to hurl my telephone out in window in a fit of tears, she sends me the most random pictures or little texts that I treasure. To remin...

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